Transformation from Trauma: My Journey of Overcoming Stage Fear

December 2019

I faced terrible bullying and was traumatized for life. I used to avoid crowds a lot, which impacted my social interactions and personal growth.

2020-2022 The COVID Era

This period was for my self-discovery and exploration. Despite the solitude and challenges posed by the pandemic, I started writing. I also joined The Times of India as a writer, which helped me find my voice and explore different aspects of myself.

2022 The Real Transformation Begins

I joined college. This new phase pushed me out of my comfort zone, and I explored extra curricular activities for the first time, such as joining the college chorus.

2023

I left The Times of India and started blogging. Initially, my first blog on Medium was a flop, but my subsequent blogs were successful. I founded The Tales of Janbazar.

August 2023

I performed in a chorus during a school concert despite my fear of crowds on Independence Day. It was a great experience, and I gained confidence from the positive feedback.

November - December 2023

I prepared for a side course exam while studying for my second semester exam. I gave the exam, but I was not qualified by just 2 points. It was a valuable learning experience for life.

April 2024

I performed a short skit during a college competition, even though I was afraid of crowds. I lost the competition, but I gained insights into my fears and strengths.

May 2024

I performed a chorus in a cultural function in Kolkata. I had an amazing experience and received many praises for my singing skills.

July 2024

I performed solo on stage for the second or third time. I was very nervous. Despite the fear, I managed to deliver a performance that combined singing and recitation. I was shaking with fear during the performance, which was a first.

November 2024

I performed solo again on Teachers Day. I was calm but slightly nervous. With practice and focus, I delivered a performance that was my best yet. This experience has significantly boosted my confidence in public speaking and performing.

With meditation and a positive mindset, I have started to heal from the trauma of past experiences. Even though I still have stage fear, I am making progress daily. My journey through school and college has taught me that tough times can make you stronger and more resilient. Overcoming my introverted nature and embracing extra curricular activities has helped me grow into a better version of myself.

Transformation is a journey that requires strength, patience, and a willingness to step out of your comfort zone. By facing my fears and continuously pushing myself, I am turning my life experiences into a success story.

For those going through similar struggles, remember that every step forward, no matter how small, counts. With persistence and self-belief, you too can turn your life around and achieve your dreams.

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